and that can only mean one thing!
Baby #4 is on its way!
I posted this photo on FB a week or so ago and I started getting questions! Oh you clever little detectives! Guilty as charged!
Every finger is crossed in the Blue Cricket house that this pregnancy will be a success! So far so good! I’m 15 weeks and feeling like crap so that’s a good sign! Strong heart beat and past the points where we miscarried the last two times. I’m trying to take it all in and relax but I have to admit, I’m still finding myself holding my breath, worried and unable to enjoy this pregnancy like my first three successful ones. I guess I’m just forever changed!
Baby sister or brother ( my money is on a GIRL and I’d be THRILLED!!!) will join this crazy crew late April and until I have that sweet little hairy bundle of love in my arms I don’t think I’ll be able to believe that this is all really happening….finally.
It took me stepping away from my blog, turning everything over to my loving Heavenly Father and trusting in his timeline to finally be able to try this all again. My heart and spirit were broken and with the stillness I allowed to become my new normal I surrendered to want and gave up as much fear as I could.
So yes… I’m pregnant and my boobs do in fact look awesome!